WE BEAT OAKLAND!! SEIGEL NATION!!
I'm so scared of everything. I'm scared of how things will turn
out when I'm gone. We may say our friendship will last
forever. & I do believe our friendship is strong & will never fail
cus neither one of us will allow it to, but we have no control
over the distance that stands between us. It scares me knowing
that you are going to be laughing & smiling with someone else
other than me. & what scares me the most is that someone is
going to take my space as your best friend. I can't bare the
thought that when I'm sad & crying, someone else is going to be
here wiping my tears from my face. I know a time is going to
come soon when we have to part, but I ask myself why can't it be
later & not now. Our lives are going to change once we part, &
I fear that so much.
I want to be someone's last call of the night & their first thought in the morning. I want those 5 hour conversations that end in 'no you hang up first'. I want the heart racing, palm sweaty, 'what's gonna happen next' moments. I want the hugs that you never want to let go of & the stolen kisses that are always the sweetest. But most importantly, I just want to know someone considers me theirs.
                                 
[don't waste your time regretting all your wrongs. know that in the end, you'll get what your heart
longs. try not to risk it all ; don't stumble ; don't fall. take the time to read the writings on the wall.
hold your head high ; don't be afraid to say goodbye. stay true & be you. do everything there is to
do. live life to the fullest & never look back - there is a reason for the future & a reason for the
past. love til it hurts ; laugh til you cry. and when your life flashes before you before you die, be
happy for what you've done, be happy for what you've overcome, & most of all, be proud of what you had become.]
**Its not a middle school, "oh my god he's so cute", Don't like him in a week, Kind of love. Its a butteflies in my stomache, Sweaty hands, Can't get my words out straight, kind of love
Please let me hold you in my arms & make you feel safe & content. Please, let me tell you how much you mean to me, how the shine of your face captures my heart & soul. Please, let me listen to your problems & make them all go away.. I want to hold you so closely to my heart that everytime it beats.. you know it is for you.
                    
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